Half of the year

Well folks, it has been awhile since I made any last note here. It feels only like yesterday that I have logged in and post what happened in March. It is July now. I guess time flies when you are having fun.

You know, it is already more than 18 months since I moved to KB. It feels pretty weird at times with me being here and all. Honestly, I never expect that I would really move out of KL when I got back from Sandakan. I guess that is where my destiny lies. But whatever it is, the road is still long and full of challenges that I have yet to tackle.

At this point of life, I guess I would really need look at what I have achieved and where I should go next. I am pretty sure that answer has already been answered a few months or weeks earlier. The next question would be, would I be tempted to leave or is it just because I am fed up? Somehow the thought of leaving this place seems to be distant and I find myself somehow, reluctant to leave this place. I wonder what has happened to me to make me feels this way. I remember fondly when I first arrived in Sandakan and I was hoping to go back the very next day. But the longer I stayed there, the harder I fell in love with her. I guess I am feeling the same thing all over again. Honestly, I dunno why... I don't have many friends here.

I think what happened is I have learned my lesson from Sandakan and start to open my mind and my eyes to things that are around me. And this, I believe made me fell in love all over again. Somehow with every adventures I had, I am just falling deeper into this... Gosh... I hope this doesn't mean that I am getting too comfortable with my surrounding and start to neglect things that are more important in life.

I hope, I can give myself an answer next week.

But whatever answers that may come, it still won't change this fact. I just have to move on, and get on with life.

Sometimes I wonder, and I wonder how did I ever get this far...

I surprised myself sometimes...