Hola...

How are you folks doing? Great I presume. Doing not so great myself. Why? I wish I can answer the question, or that question. Real question is... Where did I went wrong. Am I doing everything all together or I am not looking at the bigger picture here? I don't know. I am not looking for any answers, rather I am looking for questions...

Have I done enough???
Have I carry out what I am supposed to the best of my ability?
Am I inexperienced, or am I complacent???
Am I just being lazy or I just don't care???
Am I doing the right thing???
Do I know what I am supposed to do???
Do the people supports my decisions???
Am I a good boss???

Anyone??? Can anyone help me pick the questions or add to them so I know what I am looking for???

I admit, I am lost. I am not so good in politics. Corporate world. The survival of the fittest. Sometimes I just wish to runaway from it all, and never look back... Never again to meddle in something I am not familiar with. Hell... Sometimes I wonder am I doing the right thing or not. Every decisions that I make, is it the right one? A bad one? A real one? I don't know... I don't know... I don't know...

I need time. I need time to write down everything and look at things from different perspectives. I need to write them down so I won't be confused. Priorities, urgent, important, decisions, action plans... I need them... But first... I need to calm down, keep my mind in order before I can start this...

Hope I pull thru this...